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I don't need your lies,
Your beautifully decieving eyes,
They penetrate my skin,
Surely to God this isn't the end.
I let everything go to waste,
Now I'm sitting here in all this haste
Rotting in your memory,
Only to become your enemy.
Love is hates only disguis.
And once you're lost in your own demise,
Hatred will bring you back,
Showing you the world and all it may lack.
Thoughts
This one thought has been running through my head,
The thought that for months I knew I would dread.
I dry my eyes and pull myself up for the very first time.
I haven't sopken since you walked away, I've written my feelings down in a rhyme.
I dreamed of all the good times coming back again,
I broke my promise, I said I'd never let you win.
And you know I'd rather see you happy with someone else, than miserable with me,
This thought laughs at me as I break down to my knees.
The tears come pouring for the very latest time,
I look deep inside my soul and see that loving you was a crime.
It's the Day for Me
This day it brings out everything that's gone wrong,
Everything that should've found a place to belong.
This is for all the fools who never found where they should really be.
Make your way through all the blood and debris,
Find my voice and find my words ringing through the air,
Kill all that don't represent this sin, to you I dare.
Think of your leader and smile when you are fulfilling this deed,
Make all those others feel their fate to bleed.
When all the people who are left after this gut-wrenching battle,
All will hush the deafening sound of all their prattle.
And worship the ground of your leader in the end,
For once you will have found a good and true friend.
Not So Beautiful Breakdown
Another infatuation lost in all my demise,
Losing faith in your clever disguise.
I fear another breakdown,
Looking for a full bottle to help my sorrows drown.
I don't understand, I don't quite get it this time,
My heart and my feelings both at their prime.
You let me down but I guess it's my fault,
Just throw me in that cold damp vault.
Axe Murder
Running around in circles again,
Losing myself in all this pouring rain.
Can't think straight and I need to relax,
As I find somewhere to hide this bloody axe.
I made a mistake and now I'll regret,
Now your heartbeat lost it's way in all your sinful debt.
An Even Murder
My hair is matted with your blood.
I hear your heartbeat so loud...thud...
The only way I could cut you out of my heart.
Was to give you, your greatest depart.
I know it's probably not what you wanted,
Forever in my dreams I'd be haunted.
And now I'm crying and screaming out in pain,
I cannot help but feel your love as you were slain.
I'm sorry I took your life,
And forever I'll treasure this bloodstained knife.
Just know within your last few deep breaths,
I was the one who would be responsible for these deaths.
And I could only love you in my lifetime.
Our bodies, to them, will be beautifully sublime.
A Simple Hello
You kiss my lips in complete bliss.
A feeling I shall no longer miss.
I can't stand your lies,
Nor can I stand your decieving eyes.
That pierce my body like a knive.
When will your time to die arrive?
I promised you my heart,
And you pushed it away everytime you had to depart.
Leaving me to rot within my own soul,
My love was simply something you couldn't control.
You'll soon be back begging for another chance.
And I won't give in for that second sinful dance.
I'm over you and your cheating ways,
I'll go ahead and leave you in that foggy haze.
Smoke some more and forget I even exist,
Just pull up my sleeve and take a look at my wrist.
The scars can tell you all you need to know.
I'll try to forget that it was me who said hello.