[I full on bum this song]
"Ride The Wings Of Pestilence"
Hiding behind the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
to drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
as blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are, tonight
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count
I believe it's 6 going on 7 now
I've been dreaming about you
in a pool of your own blood
with your eyes gouged out
by the work of my thumbs
the scent of your insides
from under the floorboards
the perfect perfume
for settling a score.
I'll hide you in my walls
your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
Ride the wings of pestilence!
This song really means something to me...
"Hold On"
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
Your mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to know more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to know more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
X IS YES- _ IS NO
(X)CUT MYSELF
(X)BEEN CHEATED ON
(X)CHEATED ON SOMEONE
(X)HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(X)HAVE SMOKED POT
(X)HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(X)HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_)CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_)BEEN TO JAPAN
(x)RODE IN A TAXI
(_)HAD ANAL SEX
(X)HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(X)HAD SEX
(X)HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X)BEEN DUMPED
(_)SHOPLIFTED
(_)BEEN FIRED
(x)BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(_)A THREESOME
(_)BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(_)BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_)BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X)PISSED ON MYSELF(I was little)
(_)SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_)BEEN ARRESTED
(X)MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(X)STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(_)WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(X)LIED TO A FRIEND
(X)A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(X)SKIPPED SCHOOL
(_)SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(_)BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(_)PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(x)WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(X)WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_)BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(X)LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(X)CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(X)RAN AWAY FROM HOME
My gawsh! Its been a while! 4 months.. 5 months? Deary me... things haven't been as great as they used to be ehh? I'm single, since Terge is a cunt and i hate him.. I have been to Barcelona and France since i was last here.. i was skiing last week and i lost half a stone in 6 days O.o How does it work? I dunno but i love it XD
I mish my Nath <3 my lover ish gone! ehh.. who wants an 'ex emo whore' as Tobee put it.. Ehh... I'm so fucked man.. i getting weed tomorrow =D YAY! hehe
Hey hunni.. I know im the only one who reads this so may as well greet myself when i read it next... Man, dude i lost my voice this morning.. i had somethign to eat and had a drink and its coming back... yay! With terge!! But i think he hates me right now.. i dont know... And this dude from download fancies me like fuck.. so does Crofty.. lol Im being banned from going to town to see him today though cuz of my voice.. ~Oh well..~
*~*Blood Stained Heart~*~
yay ina few weeks i get to see my hun, i cant wait!! I love him so much its unbelieveables