Its going to be hard to never talk to those who have hurt me again.
...
But I have to try.


Until she realizes how much of a piece of shit he is...
I can't be in her life..


I've tried it before, and each time I saw her, I'd go home and just fucking cry. She made me feel like shit.
And honestly...
I dont want to do it again.

Sometimes I hate myself.
She makes me do it.

Im so pissed, so, yes. I dont know. Shit happens I guess.
It seems to follow me though.
I wish I didnt exist,
Or that I could start over,
Or something.
....

Yeah.