From: shaggs
Date: Apr 24, 2006 2:24 PM


ok i know that ill sound like a compleate nerd and a compleate loser but i dont care right now. ange i've been saying for a long ass time that i love you and shit like that but i really haven thougth about it all that mutch untill a few days ago when one of my friends opend my eyes to what love really is, and i relized that i say i love you not because your funny, cute, sexy, shit like that i say it because i mean it from my heart and im not trying to pick you up or anything like that cuz i relize i never will the whole point of this message is to just tell you how i feel, i mean how i really feel about you. and now that i got that off my chest i feel a whole lot better. i really didnt know what love was untill someone sat down and told me why i had butterflys in my stumick, why i smile ear to ear when i think about you and when i talk about you, and any time i start talking about you my leg bounces up and down from me being nervis. but yeah maybe one day i might have a chance. i hghly doubt it but i can dream right?



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From: angie
Date: Apr 24, 2006 2:27 PM


wow.... i dont even know what to say... honestly


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From: shaggs
Date: Apr 24, 2006 2:30 PM


you dont really need to say anything for me just as long as you know how i felt about you and why


i dont know why but im starting to cry




ok for all of you who think that just because i cry every once in a while that im a pussy FUCK YOU

ok heres what went down i went to the roller rink with my cousin on 4-22-06 and my little cousin and his friends were throwin quarters at me for about a half-hour and then they come up and hit me and shit so i get pissed off and start chasing my little cousin's friend and shit.so this chick that works there goes and yells at me i didnt here her and when i finally heard her she was bitching at me that i didnt hear her. so she tells me to leave so i was like fine what ever i dont need to be in this shit hole. so as i start to walk back to the doors from getting my shoes her brother comes and runs up on me and starts yelling at me that i cant yell at his sister and i said if i wanted to yell at your sister i whould but i didnt cuz im not like that so you need to back the fuck off and he said well why were you yelling at my sister and i said one i wasnt yelling at your sister and 2 my little cousin and his friend were hiting me and throwin shit at me i aint gona let that shit fly so i started to chase my little cousin and his friend and she starts biching at me. so he said well why didnt you come to me and i said cuz you whouldnt do any thing about it  he said well how do you know and i said cuz i know you whouldnt do jack shit about it so fucking step off muther fucker and i left that bitch i aint never going back. ill put my life and juggalo family on that shit

i found this

You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction
You call me Cracker Honkey Whitey and even The Man and you think it's OK
But when I call you Nigger Kike Towelhead Sand-nigger Camel Jockey Beaner or Chink you call me a racist

You say that you want to make a change in this country
How? By protesting everything that we believe in
By trying to change everything that has made this country run fine for centuries

You have Martin Luther King Day
You have Cesar Chavez Day
You have Yom Hashoah
You have Cinco de Mayo
You have Mauled Al-Nabi
You have BET
If we had WET white entertainment television wed be racists
If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists
If we had white history month, we'd be racists
In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights
If we marched for our race and rights you would call us the KKK

You are proud to be black brown yellow and orange and you're not afraid to announce it.
But when we announce our white pride, you call us racists

You call each other niggas but when we call you that you call us racists

You rob us carjack us and shoot at us
But when a white police officer shoots a black gang member or beats up a black drugdealer running from the law and posing a threat to society you call him a racist

When was the last time you saw Jessie Jackson involved with anything to do with a white people

We work hard to perserve our historyYou come along and try to rewrite it
We want a safe environment for our families and children
You want to bring the ghetto to our neighborhoods
I am white
I am proud
I am an American