Look, I do love you but I really don't know what I'm supposed to do now because youre all that I care about and I don't need you moving farther away. I'm already in pain, I know that'd kill me

Just how important am I to you if can't look me in the eye and tell me that I mean something? Why is it that everyone I used to care so much for is hateful and spiting. Why am i not more important? WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG?!?!?!

Okay, sorry for my little spout off, no one has to pay attention to it. No one really paid me any attention in the first place. I don't see why now would be any different. I guess I truely am unseen. No one really cares anymore..How sad..
I guess being alone isn't so bad...

I'm so...tired of not being able to sleep. I'm so tired of no one really sticking around to help me anymore. I'm just so sick of this world. Can someone tell me why the hell im here or why I'm here? I don't think so. don't try . You dont know me and I dont know me. Go to hell...Wait no
I don't want you in my house

I feell.....the love..I always wanted...and it comes in a new package...and he's just so
REAL
and
I wish he would be mine...

This is kinda lame. Here I am sitting in class on a friends laptop and i can find NOTHING to do. Totally lame. Thats right, Vampy can't find anything to do which makes me a little sad. I feel retarded about that. But aside of that, I have totally bad burns on my arm. Thanks a lot stupid people that mess around in the kitchen. Well, I think that you are all a bunch of weirdos...Just messing around. talk to me when i get home. Goodbye