no.. wait.. wait for it.....

here, have a rant...

people suck.. they're so.. just... gah! they've either got too many emotions, or too few. but.. then you find the perfect person (or who you think is the perfect person) ... that one that matches up with you.. you know who it is... and you think about them constantly.. they become your obsession... you can't live without them.. you can't eat, sleep, go to school, anything... without them constantly in your thoughts.. but is that really what you want? to be obsessed with this one person.. it drives you crazy! then suddenly you're let down. some.. odd thing that you thought would never happen, does. ...you're shocked. numb. why even bother anymore? what could possibly be worth this happening again? everything... just.. shuts down. it all stops. but there is stuff happening! everythings moving! so fast you can't sort it out! your brian is just.. swirling around in your head.. theres no stopping it! it doesnt seem fair! does this happen to other people? are you alone in this cold hearted world? you try and try to let people know whats going on.. you don't even know it yourself! and thats exactly whats wrong! whats wrong is, the fact that you don't know whats wrong! so... how do you actually explain all this to someone? my brain is like.. freaking scrambled eggs right now..

...people suck.