There is no cure for this pain, 
[My heart is driving me insane ]

It’s a never-ending battle,
[To free my soul,]
I’m falling down the darkest of holes.

[My blood runs thick]
I feel it flow
[All I want is to let you know ]

Know that I Love you
[Know that I care ]

I want to fight on but you don’t care,
[I throught it was love,]
But loves is so rare.

[You said you loved me]
I guess it wore off,
[It s just a matter of time]
Before I finish myself off.

[I hope my love hurts you ]
As I lie dying.

[All I did was let myself go ]
Cut my wrists
[And let the blood flow. ]

I felt no pain that I hadn’t before,
[I was left to bleed on the floor.]

poem written by my bestmate joel [Bleedin 4 Her]

♥[.*♥*.I CaRvEd YoUr NaMe InTo A sIlVeR bUlLeT sO pEoPlE wOuLd KnOw YoU wErE tHe LaSt ThInG gOiNg ThRoUgH mY hEaD.*♥*.]♥


He HaNdEd Me [12 RoSeS], [11 rEaL] aNd [1 FaKe] AnD sAiD,
"I'lL [♥lOvE♥] yOu TiLl ThE lAsT oNe [*DiEs*]."


[When I first saw u….I wanted to know u !*!]
When I knew u….I wanted to hug u !*!
[When I hugged u….I wanted to kiss u !*!]
When I kissed u….I wanted to love you !*!
[Now that I love u….I don’t want to let u go !*!]


[I asked you if you thought I was pretty...and you said...no!*!]
I asked you if you would want to be with me forever...and you said...no!*!
[I then asked you if I left you would cry...and you said...no!*!]
! I had heard enough !
[As I walked away...tears streaming down my face...]
You grabbed my arm and said...
[You're not pretty...you're beautiful!*!]
I dont want to be with you forever...i NEED to be with you forever!*!
[And I wouldnt cry if you walked away...I'd Die!*!]


*~*♥[sex, drugs rock 'n' roll, speed, weed, birth control, lifes a bitch until we die so feck the world lets get HIGH]♥*~*


[i ♥love♥ you when you're happy]
i ♥love♥ you when you're sad
[i ♥love♥ you when you're laughing]
i ♥love♥ you when you're mad
[i ♥love♥ you when you're playful]
i ♥love♥ you when you're blue
[but the reason why i ♥love♥ you]
is just because you're you