[.:CoOkIe MoNsTeR:.]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-03
Written: (6900 days ago)





Me and love

I'm so in love and i dont know what i sould do, hes perfect and im...i dont know what i am to him, but yeah sometimes when i think about him..i cant help but think how stupid i am for liking him, cuz it seems like all we will ever be is "just friends" but i've had feelings for him for like a loooong time, he knows it, i just dont know wut he thinks about it, a lot of ppl like him, but i dont like him i loev him i think about him all day everday, and sometimes i can't get him out of my mind, just thinking about it makes me wanna cry but yeah maybe i'll get over it, maybe not, all i know is i love him, when i think of me liking him i think of the story on mylans house, but yeah anyway, i also wish life wasn't so comlicated...hmm well im sure if he liked me the way i loved him then, maybe he would tell me, but he hasn't yet so i guess i'll just wait. sometimes i think i should never talk to him again, but i can't do that..its to hard..i'm sure who ever is reading this is getting tired of hearing about wut i think, so yeah im done writing! Love you all!! just not as much as Tristian! jk jk 









 ~Mylan's~ story thingy


kyle: baby we need to talk








morgan: ricardo, wat do u mean?








kyle: sumthin has come up...








morgan: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?








kyle: i dont want to hurt u baby








morgan: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much








kyle: baby are you there??








morgan: yea im here wut is so important??








kyle: im not sure if i should say
morgan: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.








kyle: im leaving....








morgan: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you








kyle: not like that, i mean im moving far away








morgan: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.








kyle: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.








[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) morgan, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!....Get off the damn fone!! (And hangs up)]








kyle: wow ur father sounds really mad








morgan: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go








kyle: would you run away with me?








morgan: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!








kyle: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..








morgan: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on








kyle: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.








morgan: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park








kyle: ok ill meet u there in 20min








[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]








kyle: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.








morgan: ****tear (begins to cry)








kyle: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go








morgan: ok (begins to walk away)








[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter her gave her]








It says.....








morgan,








U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my bitch and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you bitch, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. Bitch u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon bitch.... Goodbye
- kyle








[morgan begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]








....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....








Friend: how are u feeling?








morgan: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.








Friend: o, about that. Ricardo left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...








morgan: ummm ok








[The finds a piece of paper in tha jacket,








It says.








Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...








Hate = Love








Never = Alwayz








Bitch = Baby








Will not= will








........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...








-kyle
]








morgan: omg its a letter, Ricardo does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!








Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later








morgan: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!








......morgan turns tha T.V. on......








[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors...This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.








[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]








....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 ueverything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!!








[...he eventually finds out wut happend, and also kills himself...]

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Written about Sunday 2005-03-27
Written: (7182 days ago)
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yeah i just got off spring break and im bored as u know what...so yeah and the guy that i was like in luv wit i thought he acctully liked me and then i found out that he didnt yeah i still feel bad even tho it was like 2 months ago but yeah ill get over it some day but u know w/e guys will be guys.  XOXO KISS ME!!!!

11662  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-27
Written: (7182 days ago)

yeah i just got off spring break and im bored as u know what...so yeah and the guy that i was like in luv wit i thought he acctully liked me and then i found out that he didnt yeah i still feel bad even tho it was like 2 months ago but yeah ill get over it some day but u know w/e guys will be guys.  XOXO KISS ME!!!!

11661  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-27
Written: (7182 days ago)

yeah i just got off spring break and im bored as u know what...so yeah and the guy that i was like in luv wit i thought he acctully liked me and then i found out that he didnt yeah i still feel bad even tho it was like 2 months ago but yeah ill get over it some day but u know w/e guys will be guys.  XOXO KISS ME!!!!

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