[Punk Rock Riot]'s diary

67864  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-05-13
Written: (6770 days ago)

.[I'm two quarters and a heart down
And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds
Why don't you show me the little bit of spine
You've been saving for his mattress
I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me.
]


[And you don't love me the way that I love you
Cause if you did boy you would not do the things you do
You turned my life around and for that I am glad,
However much I love you, this love is getting bad
]

67235  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (6775 days ago)

When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

67215  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (6775 days ago)

now i dont wonder why you wanted me to stop loving you
thanx for telling me guys god i fucking love you
wonder why you got that other thing now....hm maybe coz they do!
god when you were so nice to me i thought maybe i have a chance again
best thing...not just this time...but once before...once? fuck me it was probably more than that
i dont like her i promise, i only have eyes for you. fuck that shit right mate??
god im such an attenmtion seekeer, walking out of my lesson in tears...god im so freeking kool
fuck this shit though? right guys? x...big deal...i still think your wrong.
now you cant talk to me
god i hate this place.


The only one i was most fucking bothered about!!

66987  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-05-06
Written: (6777 days ago)

What does Love mean?

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8
year-olds, "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have
imagined. See what you think:


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"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her
toenails anymore.

So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got
arthritis too. That's love."

Rebecca- age 8


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"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.

You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

Billy - age 4


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"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and
they go out and smell each other."

Karl - age 5



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"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries
without making them give you any of theirs."

Chrissy - age 6

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"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

Terri - age 4

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"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before
giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

Danny - age 7


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"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"

Emily - age 8


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"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening
presents and listen."

Bobby - age 7


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"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who
you hate,"

Nikka - age 6



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"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday."

Noelle - age 7



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"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends
even after they know each other so well."

Tommy - age 6
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"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at
all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.

He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."

Cindy - age 8


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"My mommy loves me more than anybody .

You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."

Clare - age 6


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"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."

Elaine-age 5


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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
handsomer than Robert Redford."

Chris - age 7


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"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all
day."

Mary Ann - age 4


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"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes
and has to go out and buy new ones."

Lauren - age 4


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"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars
come out of you."
Karen - age 7

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"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's
gross."

Mark - age 6


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"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean
it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

Jessica - age 8


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And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked

about a contest he was asked to judge.

The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor

was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.

Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old

gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.

When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said,

"Nothing, I just helped him cry"


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love is when that special someone sticks around with you until you realize that you love her back and if you don't she's still there waiting for the day you'll realize that no one else can love you in that way...


If you love someone please repost this
If you have ever loved please repost this
If someone loves you..please repost this!

Now you have to repost it b/c there is someone out there...some where.......that loves you...even if they don't know it yet

66986  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-05-06
Written: (6777 days ago)

[What do you do when someone tells you they love you, but you dont love them? Just do what i do, say 'thank you']

66806  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-05
Written: (6778 days ago)

i want me to be the one in your arms, i want me to be the one you wanna be with, i wanna go back to the way it was, i swear we could, i dont want anyone else to have this heart, i dont want anyone to have yours, i cant stand this crying constantly and i thought he made me happy but when i speak to you you make everything change, you dont understand and your the only person i want to, we used to know so much about each other, why'd it have to change everything could be so good again.

66805  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-05-05
Written: (6778 days ago)

And With Everything You Say Too Me, I Start To Doubt Myself, And I Dont Think That I Can Have It All Again, I Wanna Move On, But Your The Brick Wall Thats Standing In My Way
66439  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-05-03
Written: (6780 days ago)

[.....Attention please, we interrupt this program, with some disturbing news,
World wide evacuation, we're going to lose, we've pulverised the nation,
I guess it shows us just what love can do.....
]


&&.I Fall In Love Way To Easily.//



Why Wont You Give Me Your Love?


[.:Accidentally:.in Love]


.Last night, I said:
"Oh, baby, I feel so down.
Oh it turns me off,
When I feel left out"
So He turned around:
"Oh, baby, don't care no more
I know this for sure,
I'm walkin' out that door".


[.I Got A Feeling Inside Of Me, Its Kinda Strange Like A Stormy Sea, I Dont Know Why.]


Let's go to a r.a.v.e, And behave like we're *trippin*' Simply 'cause we're so in "love".

♥_____I'll Be The Girl Yoo Cant Resist.


I Got A Boy Who Thiinks I R.a.w.k!

S.O.S Please Someone Help Me Its Not Healthy For Me To Feel This Way


[.I Was Kidding When I Said, I L.o.v.e Yoo More.]

♥If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed
Would you still love me, love me anyway


If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs
Would you still love me anyway?
There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be
And I close the door on my fantasies


If I dropped you in it, got you kicked out of skool would you still love me anyway?


If I got you arrested, got your house raided, would you still love me anyway?♥


.Sick.

To Death Of Missing You


.My Four Letter Lie.


[It Started Out With A K.i.s.s How Did It End Up Like <3This<3 It Was Only A Kiss, It Was Only A Kiss]


.In The Car With A Girl, Promise Me She's Not Your World, Coz Darlin' Your A .S.t.a.r. In Nobodys Eyes But Mine, Darlin' Your A *Star*.


Love Begins With A Smile Grows With A Kiss And Ends With A Teardrop.



The Greatest Pain That Comes From Love Is Loving Someone You Can Never Have


.How I Love To Stargaze In Yoor Eyes.


'One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain' - Bob Marley


.And who am I to tell you that I would never let you down
That no-one else could love you half as much as I do now
And who am I to tell you I'll always catch you when you fall
Well I, I wouldn't be myself at all.


65707  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-28
Written: (6785 days ago)

X___.There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die..


.I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does.
65424  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-26
Written: (6787 days ago)

Oh Boy You've Got So Much To Learn, Coz You Cant Keep A Girl Like This, You Gotta Meet Her Half Way, If You Love Her The Way You Say You Do.

65177  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6789 days ago)

So Today Was Soooo Much Fun!


I Go Back To A Skool I Hate Without The One I Love
Have A Shit Day
Get In Trouble Straight Away
Then Theres The On-going Shit.....


The Guy(s?) I Like Doesnt Like Me
The Other One Fxcked Off With One Of My Mates
Someone Fxcked Off With One Of My Other Mates, Told Me He Loved Me And Xpects To Say 'I Love You Too'
And **** You Just Arnt My Type
Im Such A Bitch
Im Still Allowed To Do Nothing
And Theres So Many People 1000000 Times Worse Off Than Me And Im So Self Centered


[I Cannot Be Arsed With Life]
65172  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-24
Written: (6789 days ago)

[broke the stupid bottle you gave me.burnt the letters you gave me.tore up the picture of you and me.broke the picture you bought me. erased the writting on my wall about you.deleted the messages you sent me.cancelled our relation on the place we met.got rid of all our songs.stopped remembering your phone numbers.ripped apart the toy you gave me.threw away the cards you sent me.started to stop loving you and begin hating you.]

65079  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (6790 days ago)

Coz your fit coz your hot coz your fucking gorgeous, is that all that fucking matters now?? i fucking hate all of you

64958  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-04-22
Written: (6791 days ago)

I was feeling insecure you didnt love me anymore, i was shivering inside, i didnt meen to hurt you i didnt meen to make you cry

To every girl crying tonight--you know you deserve better than that

- To every girl that has been cheated on because -- shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.

- To every girl who wants to be called beautiful -- not hot.

- To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose -- the whore instead.

- To every girl that cries at night because of -- another heartbreak.

- To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth -- just to get a boyfriend.

- To every girl who lies awake at night -- thinking about him.

-To every girl that just wants -- to cuddle.

- To every girl that just wants to sleep with him -- without having sex everytime.

- To every girl who shows how much she cares -- and gets nothing back.

- To every girl that doesnt want a guy who -- just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.

-To every girl who wants -- words backed up with action

- To every girl that fell for all the lies -- only to find themselves alone in the end.

- To every girl that gave her heart away -- to have it shoved back in her face.


64826  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-21
Written: (6792 days ago)

you think your so hard done too...let me tell you whats actually happened...

firstly, your mum hasnt stopped you from doing anything, mine has, you've been kicked out of a skool you didnt like and dont have to go back until you do your exams, i however have to go back to a skool i hate and take all the shit. Then, you've kept all your mates and gained more, iv lost a load, and now half of them would rather have you around than me. You now get accepted into the 6th form you wanna go to, where as I might not be allowed to go to the one i want too!! Finally, Iv lost someone i love, and you've got a good excuse to get rid of someone you were sick of. And Iv wrecked your life?

64577  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-04-19
Written: (6794 days ago)

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
Your such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way
Something so beautiful
That everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I may say it was your fault
Cause I know you could have done more

Oh you're so naive yet so

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart
Oh and your sweet and pretty face
In such an ugly way something so beautiful
Everytime I look inside

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

I know that she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it may be
She's still out to get me

How could this be done
By such a smiling sweetheart

Oh you're so naive yet so

Such an ugly thing
Someone so beautiful
And everytime you're on his side

I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

And I know she knows that I'm not fond of asking
True or false it maybe be she's still out to get me

Just don't let me down
Just don't let me down
Hold on to your kite

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