:/ im kinda sad right now cuz my boyfriend is grounded for 5 whole weeks!! *cries* i cant talk to him on the phone or anything.... but the worst part is hes not gronded from anything but me!! his parents are such [assholes] i [hate] them soooo much!! gawd i just wish they would fuckning stay out of our lives!! they dont get that we love eachother and its not fair!! but i jsut hope he'll wait for me... cuz ill wait for him.... im just not to sure hes gonna wanna wait that long... i hope so though!!

i jus had t ochange my name again cuz i got so [bored] with the last name i has *sighs* now allz i gotta do is get sum kewl pics of me up! hurray

[A more depressing side to ur fairy tale marriage]

Its so cold and dark in solitude
You see the light and people passing
Not knowing your there, not knowing to help
Its so easy to pretend yet your fooling no one
But yourself
Waiting, wanting someone to take your hand
Pull you in and keep you for all eternity
But your so fragile and broken
You cant even look at their face
Much less take the hand of a stranger
Walking down the empty hallway
Finally relizeing that theres no end
And your trapped in a sea of lonliness and sorrow
Hiding behind fake smiles, such a fragile grin
Such a fragile tear that will find no end
Loathing in self pitty
Lusting for happiness once again
Take me in your arms and hold me close
Say your vows, we’ll grow old together
It’ll be just like the movies
But nothing lasts forever…
And neither do I

hello everyone, im watching over [*unwanted* *unloved*]'s house so watch out! lol

gawd this website confuses me sooo bad sum1 needs 2 help me! :(