TERRIBLE DREAM OF MINE FOR THE DAY

Yes, I had a horrid dream last night. So, I don't even know where it came from--not to mention, I've never played the game--but I had a dream about Final fantasy 7 Crisis Core. My brother played it, and half of my friends have played it...but I've never played it, and I've never seen how Zach dies. But, in my dream, I for some reason saw him dying.

So here's how it happened...For some reason, my brother hated me. (And yes, this dream gets funky O.o) and in my dream, he came into my room, and wanted to kill me. So I threw a knife at him, and it hit the wall. Then, I went into my parents room to complain about him, and came out even angrier because they provoked me to become angry. Well, I grabbed the knife from my wall, and stabbed bobby. And it turns out, the whole time; he was trying to actually save me from someone, and he wasn't bobby, he was Zach from Crisis Core. So, (RANDOM SCENERY CHANGE NO LONGER IN MY HOME), suddenly, we are at this lake. And supposedly, the water can heal you. !? but anyways, in the dream, Zach is okay; but because I had hated him so much, he can't stand it--because I guess it made him feel absolutely terrible. So he climbs into the water; and looks at me, and then he whispers "I hate you". Then, he pulls a knife out of his pocket; and stabs himself in the side. He of course falls backwards, and dies in the water. So I go running over there, and I wrap my arms around his chest to bring him out of the water; sobbing because he was my brother, and had just killed himself, and lay him on the beach. THEN, the worst part of it all, is I woke up--and when I went back to sleep, it all happened all over again. Only this time, Instead of him being my brother (which was really weird and everything), he's NOT my brother, and he's fighting at the beach. So someone stabs him, and he's dying. I'm at the battle scene, everyone stops when he gets stabbed (because yeah, THAT happens when someone on the opposite side gets stabbed, everything just stops O.o), but anyways, I'm all crying again, and he's dying in my arms as I try to scoop him up and drag him over to the life water. Well, of course, he dies like right as I'm slipping him into the lake; and then I start to cry again, hugging him to myself, and pulling him out of the water. I woke up crying people lol It was horrible v.v Anyways, that's my dream of the day.

Random lyric of the day!

You know you can't hold me forever...
I didn't sign up for you;
I'm not a present for your friends to open--
this boy's to young to be singin'...
the blues...

Random thought of the day!
It better snow harder better faster and stronger--DEG! LIKE SORONIANS! >:D

...yeah lol g'night!

As night time seemed to fill the sky,
I said good morning to a guy
who limped and hobbled his way down the hall
a thin narrow way not made for the tall.
He grinned at me with a lopsided smile,
and told me to spin the clockwise dial.
as I spun it around
counterclockwise and smooth,
I realized my time was up in the booth.
so I hung up the phone and looked you in the eye,
and realized again
that I was the guy.

The cry from a child,
that makes me insane,
the pain I don't feel when I know
they're

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before anyone reads this amazin quote made by [Deg] let me tell you, we were talking about how she always has dreams about school. And they're not always even about school but she knows shes in our school. THIS QUOTE IS SO RANDOM AND I LAUGHED REALLY FUCKING HARD WHEN I HEARD IT LOL

"yeh and then I had one last night that I needed my schedual but I didn't have it so instead of going to my classes I put on my swimming suit and there was this huge bathtub in the corner that was like all tucked in and nice and the water was really hot and I took a bath I don't know why I had my swimsuit on but I'm glad I did because the fire alarm went off and I had to get out of the tub and go outside and it was winter and I was fucking freezing."

IM SO HAPPPPY

Ma name ees Spih-er mane!

ma spih-er sane-ses awer tang-leen!

danger ees approach-in! Ah cane see tha robbers ferm a moil aw-oy!!

*music begins*
Spih-er Mane,
Spih-er mane,

dose wah-eeaver a spih-er cane...

buh om nawt,
spih-er mane,

ah am ohn-lay heeis photog-ra-for! bwahahahaha okay what the hell is my problem I don't know

one step forward,
two steps back

Here I go

i'm moving away
from the things
I have started
and im not
gonna end

I will be going forward
until there is something to
stop me
and that always happens
before I can
finish

what I didn't
start

The sun's in my view
it's blocking my
time
the night is my gown
and my morning
is black

I wake up to find
two shoes at my feet
that I'll never slip on
and I'll
never
defete

they walk towards me
closer,
they're coming
for
me,

the body inside
is holding
three;

three weapons in one
a hand
blade
and
body,

it's coming so swift
it's coming for me

I dread it's nearing
I dread it's voice,
her name is an
antonym
of
wonder
and glee

It's terrible
horrendous
and stunning
to the ear,

but names don't always
come by name
but by
fear...

she watches for harm
and dread
in my eyes

her name is a flicker
of no mercy
just
[{pain}]

-Depression ikura