[Looni Commanda]'s diary

116912  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-07-16
Written: (5975 days ago)

The cry from a child,
that makes me insane,
the pain I don't feel when I know
they're

o
k
k
a
y
.
They whine and they squeal
in hurt and with hope,
that their fun will come back
and again they return.

I wish that the ache in my mind would just stop-
cause all that I feel is the a stinging white throb.
I want to inflict such a suffering and hurt,
on the one who won't stop
all this whining
just stop!

shut up little child!
you don't know what is good...
how many toys can you count,
and what you see makes you shout?

I want more!
screams a child,
screams a child
screams a child...

too bad little girl
you've just lost your last swallow.

there's no food in your palace now,
and youre all by yourself.
so swallow your last breath
and be ready for new [h][o][m][e].
116911  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-07-16
Written: (5975 days ago)

before anyone reads this amazin quote made by [Deg] let me tell you, we were talking about how she always has dreams about school. And they're not always even about school but she knows shes in our school. THIS QUOTE IS SO RANDOM AND I LAUGHED REALLY FUCKING HARD WHEN I HEARD IT LOL

"yeh and then I had one last night that I needed my schedual but I didn't have it so instead of going to my classes I put on my swimming suit and there was this huge bathtub in the corner that was like all tucked in and nice and the water was really hot and I took a bath I don't know why I had my swimsuit on but I'm glad I did because the fire alarm went off and I had to get out of the tub and go outside and it was winter and I was fucking freezing."

116345  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-07-02
Written: (5989 days ago)

IM SO HAPPPPY

113473  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2008-04-09
Written: (6073 days ago)

Ma name ees Spih-er mane!

ma spih-er sane-ses awer tang-leen!

danger ees approach-in! Ah cane see tha robbers ferm a moil aw-oy!!

*music begins*
Spih-er Mane,
Spih-er mane,

dose wah-eeaver a spih-er cane...

buh om nawt,
spih-er mane,

ah am ohn-lay heeis photog-ra-for! bwahahahaha okay what the hell is my problem I don't know

100960  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-06-15
Written: (6372 days ago)
Next in thread: 100965

one step forward,
two steps back

Here I go

i'm moving away
from the things
I have started
and im not
gonna end

I will be going forward
until there is something to
stop me
and that always happens
before I can
finish

what I didn't
start

The sun's in my view
it's blocking my
time
the night is my gown
and my morning
is black

I wake up to find
two shoes at my feet
that I'll never slip on
and I'll
never
defete

they walk towards me
closer,
they're coming
for
me,

the body inside
is holding
three;

three weapons in one
a hand
blade
and
body,

it's coming so swift
it's coming for me

I dread it's nearing
I dread it's voice,
her name is an
antonym
of
wonder
and glee

It's terrible
horrendous
and stunning
to the ear,

but names don't always
come by name
but by
fear...

she watches for harm
and dread
in my eyes

her name is a flicker
of no mercy
just
[{pain}]

-Depression ikura

100175  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-05-31
Written: (6387 days ago)

Death

it's beautiful

it's reassuring

your alone

or maybe
you aren't.

Someone out there
is waiting for you

and someone out there
is dying for you

someone out there
is waiting to be
noticed when he
or she
is around
[~`you'~]

Sometimes they think of you
before they
wake up
every
morning.

when you glare at them
they want to hug you
and beg you
to stop
it.

When they smile at you,...
it's like nothing every
person can just
find on
a street
corner.

but death is a beautiful thing
if you aren't
[{alone}]
-Dominick Hellfire

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