thinking about it, ill put a piece of poetry/song on here
entitled - This Addiction

This addiction got me feeling bad
This psychiological resort makes me sad
Nothing more than a view
From an empty me to you

Why did it get so bad
Why do you get me when im feeling bad
Letting go is hard
At the end of the day Im all apart

Black is how my chest feels
Cold and hungry i wander these fields
Side by side with others like me
Wheres life going I can no longer see

Why does it have to be like this?
Creativities gone, its something I miss
Gone from me, but im trying
To get it all back by lying

Itll never work
I feel like a jerk
Should never have started
I feel so retarded

But im tring to get it all back
Soon Ill have made it
and Ill never look back
Its in reach and ill make it

The journeys hard and long
but achievement makes me strong
The thought alone of us
Makes me sick..... (Mad guitar solo and end ^_^)

If it was to be a song, itd be heavy on the hardcore defining parts, and then on the doubt and indescion, id use a mor epunky power chord tone, of course total metal on the short but heavy bits, came up witha nice sound for it, if u know me then ask me to play it sometime, it doesnt sound very good from my point of view though since i cant sing, only play G-Tar :D lol

Well here i am on Elfpack, yeah so its like 10 to 7 in the morning, im going to bed, l8as all

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