I Love...

I love the way you try to avoid conversation with your excuses and 2 minute demonstrations. Its the way you look in my eyes cuz you know I'm gonna hate you for it. It's not like I'm gonna wait here forever. Make up your mind. I love the way you think your hugs can make it better but you know good and well that they only make things worse. I love how you hold me when your looking at "her". Saying you care but I know you dont. I love how you try so hard to make it better but your attempts only make it worse.You do nothing for me. I love the way I waited for you when I knew you'd never come around. I love how stupid I am when I see you. I love how fucked up everything about us is. And I love how I care so much about what you think doesn't matter.