today i was at my friend fish's house pretty much all day, me and tim got locked in a room and fish wouldnt let us out and he threatened my guitar and us with a sword... madness thats what you get when you put tim and fish together. then we laughed at stuff on the net and didnt do alot more. i came home had food and then spoke to Sean and was a total selfish bitch and i hate myself, everytime i like someone i push them away. arh it makes me ao angry, im going to lye down now and think of nothing and do nothing