Soooo.....:3

Hibari is finally living up to his name!

Yes, yes, our precious little yellow bettah is jumping and biting at my fingers, and he does so more then Sven. Yay! No doubt that he would have biten my finger to death if he was the real deal~

Ok, A note to Randi, I bought a new tank (actually, I really haven't BOUGHT it yet, she couldn't like my debit card, but she's got my number, and she knowns I'll be back. :3)

 >d

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Aeb7Weyeu9s&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ImGEsY_nGQ&feature=related

Note: look up Russel Peters OMG :D

I usually don't write crap like but...it's getting too much to bare. I just want soemone to talk to, since Randi's dangerously low on minutes...god, and mom's still pissy when I tell her that we're still charged. She doesn't fucking know. She doesn't have a clue. God, I fucking hate it sometimes, she's such a hipocrite...but I feel bad, then I just don't...connect, I dunno. Appartently, I don't remember all the good times as a child. I dunno....

God, it sucks, being here without Randi at least 10 feet away. I miss the inside jokes, and when I realize I'm the only one who will know those jokes (like the alligator one...ask if you want, it's not htat long a story..), I get sad. God, and to know my dad's mom must fucking hate me, when I know that my little brat cousin is so much worse then I am... Fuck, I'm tired of this shit. I don't want her to dote on me, but I don't want her to look at me as if I'm some fucking....I dunno...

At least my dad is great, even though he's been the bad guy at times. Fuck, why did they have to bring up shit when I got off the plane, when I still wasn't over leaving Randi behind? God, I hate it, when she tries so hard, when I know she does, when people don't realize that...

I want her back, but I know that this may be a great oppertunity for her. I support her decision if she stays or comes back. Mom keeps mentioning, even a day or so into our trip, that she knew Randi would come back. WTF? Even when Randi confided in me that she might not be able to stay, I wanted her to try, for the sake of trying, I knew she could do it. God, why can't anyone understand that?

I hate doing this, I hate putting this shit out here, and I know no one will ever respond to this. After all, who would? No one knows what's going on. God, I really need a hug. I need someone to talk to. I'm tired of being alone, like I used to be. Trapped in a house, wishing for true friends and not getting any farther then an aquantence.

No one here seems to know how lonely it is. Before it wasn't so bad. I just seemed to..accept that fact of being alone. But know, after a taste of what a true friendship is, after this wonderful friendship, One I've never EVER had before, with any of my so called 'friends'...it's almost too much to bare when I think of it. Sure, I can push it all back, especially in public, but... Not when I have countless hours alone to kill.

God, I've never been so sad, and I don't know who to talk to. Who can I talk to? I don't have friends close enough, and the only one who is is down in Nevada, with a cell phone with close to nothing on it.

Sometimes I just want to be sick to take my mind off of things.

OMG WAAAANT

Lavi would have liked to tease and provoke the Japanese Exorcist more, but they didn’t have the time. Every second they spent talking, he realized, Malcolm could already be onto something. “Alright, we should probably divide into two groups, someone to check the files and someone to ask Tiedoll and/or Bookman. Ideally we should have a third party distract Malcolm, but I don’t think any of us are willing to do that.”

“Put me out there,” Aleister offered, chest thrust out importantly. “I’m not afraid to expose myself.”

“Do you ever think before you speak?” Kanda asked coolly, and Aleister wilted again.

“No, I just tend to whip it out there,” he admitted sheepishly.

I'm catching up on In Cold Embraces. (>>http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3424828/34/In_Cold_Embraces<<). I love Kro-Chan. >3 he's so adorable.

I'm so happy! :D We're leaving in LESS then a week to see Savan, and I's sooo excited! XD Also, Me and Randi are almost done with Resident Evil! YAY! We finished Chapter 6.2, AND Randi's taking her driving test tomorrow. :3 I'm checking out of school either after school on the 2nd, or at the beginning of school on the 3rd. I'M SO EXCITED! :D!! I just need to get homework done....and find a way to pay a 65 dollar fee. >_> Oh well, I'll think of something. Dad doesn't have money, and I don't wanna ask mom...but I may have too.

Ah, well, whatever. I'm almost done with my finals. I just need to finish writing my script for history, scan and color a few pages for my Spanish Final then put them into Comic Life, then study like hell for my Math Final (if I can... >_>).

Mister Bubbles was so very worried about his Little Sister. She didn't sing like the other little girls. She didn't play games, she wouldn't even hold his hand. And she had this terrible habit of running into crowds of splicers, waving a shotgun.
He hoped she hadn't caught an illness.

http://robotlouisstevenson.deviantart.com/art/Big-Daddy-and-Combine-69122307 XD

http://wandamagick.deviantart.com/art/LittleRapture-Outside-in-74024721 AwWWWWW
http://wandamagick.deviantart.com/art/LittleRapture-Chocolate-sweet-74026156
http://wandamagick.deviantart.com/art/LittleRapture-Sand-Cities-68268062
http://wandamagick.deviantart.com/art/LittleRapture-Sand-Cities-68268062
http://wandamagick.deviantart.com/gallery/#BIOSHOCKIN-

We just got new, bigger tanks for our fish. :3 They got some plastic plants, and some real plants possibly on the way. They aren't in thier homes yet, because the water is sitting, but, once we get the heating pads and such for them, they'll move in.

Poor Tora. :'( He got a little sick, but the Fish lady, the woman who runs the pet shop here (primarily fish and aquatic places, but sells mice and birds sometimes, and also sells stuff for them) gave us his medicine and some good salt for him, and he's better! We just got the stuff today.

But I'm so happy~~ I also found out that, eventually, we will be able to put Bettah in the same tank without anything between them. Orginally, so Randi says, they weren't breed for color, but fighitng, so they were colorless. But, now that they're being breed for color, they're getting more docile. That's what we think is up with SvenOscar, cause he's so mello (I loves meh Bettah Babeh! >D)

And, it's decied. The next Fish we get, his name will be Mr. Bubbles. >3 Anyone know what that's from?

Also, BIOSHOCK2 IS COMING OUT THIS FALL!!! :D IN SEPTEMBER!!!!!! YAAAAAY!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG!!!! *Uber obbessed*

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UMB73FiZ0Ho&feature=related

XD OMG That's so cute!

We got Bioshock about a week ago. :3 it is SOO much fun! I'm close to the end, I think, but I'm not sure. (RE5 is kind of being neglected, I'm still at the oilfeild, but I got to the exit thing with the third guy, and got killed by the THIRD chainsaw lame ass guy. they don't go down easy. D<) I love Bioshock though, and I'm seriously wondering HOW I MISSED IT WHEN IT CAME OUT! Seriously, it was Xplay's GAME OF THE YEAR, and I missed it. :\ There coming out with a second one, but I refuse to read the whole summary myself until I'm done with it.

Onto real life! :D We got BETTA FISH! Iza happy! I got a blue one, and he's got a black head and seemed to be more mellowed then Randi's fish (one of them hates the other one, seriously, but he didn't seem to hate mine, so he's inbetween thier tanks). His name is Sven Oscar. :3 (<<I totally have backround behind that name....sorta...lol)

I guess that's everything interesting. >_> If not, I'll think of it soon.

:3 We got RE5 last week. Thanks to HL2, I'm not as jumpy as I used to be (thank god), so, after I got control of the controls (lol), I started to like the game. So far, I'm about half way (I'm going on the clip cuts, I was about halfway through. FOr those who've played the game, I'm in the oilfeild, on the second chain-saw bitch. D< Stupid fucker.), and I like it. All the Facts about history of RE are really interesting. :D

Also, Surprisingly, BioShock came in today (since RE5 took about a week after the date it was supposed to get in), so I'm really excited about that. It's a first person shooter, so It'll be easy to control (not much of a Leap from Halo3 & HL2, like RE5 had been (A little)) I've heard raves about it, it's got a really good rating from XPlay (Dad usually goes on XPlay ratings, and user comments to buy games. Not a bad idea.), so I can't wait to play that.

And I'm happy that I finally have a better passing grade in APenglish. It took awhile, but, thanks to the short books we've been given to read, I got to where I was supposed to be. :3

Squee, Also, my old art teacher is subbing for the new one. He totally helped me with the pottery wheel (Well, he turned my centered tower into a small cup~), so I'm hoping she leaves again so I cna try to make me another one (So Randi can have one, too! :D I'm sure He'd do it for me again, to show me!)

_> Anyway, back to games, I'm uber excited about HL2:Episode3's scheduled release next year! :D And, of course, about HL3's eventual release. :3

Anyone who reaches this far, yous is amazing for reading all my amazing crap. ;) I'm just a nerd. *shurgs* So, I might be on less, because of these new fab games I have (Take LOZ:TP, for example. I was on less and totally made Randi depressed when I didn't mean it. :( So, I'm not ignoring anyone, it's just the XBox has my brain attached to a TV screen.)

lol, again, anyone who reads all this is amazing. by reading all that, can anyone guess what I'm wanting to do when I leave for college? lol