am i just naive?
or is stupid a better term?
faith, i think not
convienient recollections
thats what it was
see what i want
hear what i need
but obviously
he never cared for me
cant say i blame him
cant say i care
i mean after all
im just naive
or stupid in other words

hey everybody! i have decided that i have a new song that describes me!

RELIENT K LYRICS

"Apathetic Way To Be"

Yeah, I'm not angry
and no, I'm not upset
it's taken me awhile
but this is what I've learned
emotional attachment is really not a threat
when I'm simply not concerned

The things that I take on
I soon shrug off
'cause I know no one
will ever be content
with the way things are
or with what they've got
so I've given up and now I'm just indifferent

You all laugh at me
like I'm not happy
with anything, any time, anywhere
and the half of me's all about apathy
and the other half just doesn't care

I must admit;
all the words you spoke, I hated
cause I don't see just how I can be motivated
I'm left to break a sweat over a dying race
it seems our fate is something we've already embraced

Yeah, I'm not angry,
and no, I'm not upset
it's taken me awhile
but this is what I've learned
emotional attachment is really not a threat
when I'm simply not concerned

You all laugh at me
like I'm not happy
with anything, any time, anywhere
and the half of me's all about apathy
and the other half just doesn't care

Yeah, bein' apathetic's a pathetic way to be
(I don't care)
What matters to you does not matter to me
('cause I don't care)

So take a wild guess
it's like I just couldn't care less
if all the things you find impressive
just blew up and made those messes
that you'll frantically repair
Like it's a life or death affair
and all the while you're unaware
for this, you really shouldn't care
but it's so hard to see the reality
that the end will be the end of things
and our hearts are all we get to bring
so let's go ahead and make them worth something

You all laugh at me
like I'm not happy
with anything, any time, anywhere
and the half of me's all about apathy
and the other half just doesn't care

You all laugh at me
like I'm not happy
with anything, any time, anywhere
and the half of me's all about apathy
and the other half just doesn't care

I'm well aware that everything
is a far cry from all right
I'm well aware that all of us
can at times, be too uptight
and possibly, the remedy
is a dose of apathy
You point your finger at you
I'll point mine right back at me

proof taht women are evil

first we must establish that woman ARE evil
so [women= shopping]
and shopping takes time x money
now [time = money]
and [money = evil]
SO [women = evil squared]

proof that men are even worse than evil

first we state that men need time, money, girls, and sex
so   [men= time x money x girls x sex]
as we all know  [time = money]
so  [men = money x money x girls x sex]
and we all know men want as many girls as possible because they want as much sex as possible so for guys [girls = sex]
as for tehmens proof that girls are evil
     [girls = evil]
    so [evil = sex]
therefore
 [men = money squared x evil x evil]
 [men = money squared x evil squared]


and because 'money is the root of all evil'
    [money = square root of evil]
there fore
    [money squared = evil]
    [men =evil x (evil)squared] =
    [(evil) to the 3rd power]
mens proved girls = evil
women proved men = (evil)to the third power -----> men is worse than evil
so we are forced to conclude that men are worse than girls

damnit i dont know what to do anymore, i mena i like him really i do, and maybe thats why it hurts, but i mean on elftown he has it all over his page that im his girlfriend but on here im nothing but a really good friend or hunny, not so much as my name, and all the other 'hunnies' in his relationships. i mean him calling me hunny he could mean any of them , and i mean i know he said he wouldnt cheat on me id like to believe him but i mean its like hes embarrassed of me i mean im only on here cause he asked me to his was the first page i visited and he was on here for god knows how long before i was and his page was all over that he was single not so much as a speck that he had a gf, am i crazy? should i not be worried about this? i just dont know anymore. what should i do? things havent been the same between us since.