still alive even thought i dont want to be jest want to lay back and sleep i dont relly want to see tomarrow because its not worth seeing if you alredy know exactaly what peoples reactions will be dont ask how dont ask why
only ask this if i where to meet you would i be shure its you?
if i where to meet you would you give me a hug and tell me to keep on living or spit in my face and tell me to get it over with alredy?
so bludy cold no one to warm me and no wisky to warm the bones need some one or a drink if one or bothe come i would be glad and great them with open arms i jest dont know what keeps me alive some thing inside me wont let me die it jest wont let me die why wont it let me die answer that if you can.

somuch hate no wonder that most people just want to curl up into littel balls and disapear thats what I want to do every single day most of the time life isnt worth living.

life be evil need to sleep for hours and hours not fun so tired. get rid of stupid people make planet quiet and sleep that would be oh so nice.