Have you ever felt like your life's a song? like you could put together lyrics and make a whole CD story on your life? Or ever heard a song that has like one lyric that just sums up your life? I feel like this a lot anymore. There's so much thats runnin through my head. I dunno...here's sum crossfade lyrics that sum up my life- "Ive been changin, but you'll never see me now", "i'm sorry for the way I am, I never meant to be so cold". or staind- "you always find a way, to keep me right here waiting", "These are my words, that ive never said before", and "just take a break and see the changes i have made". i dunno what i'm gonna do...

i dont know what i should tell her...kelsey i want you to konw that no matter what i love you. nothin will ever change that and im srry that i ever hurt you...

well heres an update on my life peeps...im bord. hopefully i will hav a gf monday, adn well thats about it. my band broke up but im in a new one now so alls well i suppose. i still hate life and yeah....so w/e...

well wow i havent wrote in this for awhile. updates- im not wiht sarah. we broke up. now to the point, last nites dance. im so confused. i met this girl at a football game this one time, and well she was at the dance and asked me to save a dance for her. i did and we danced like every slow dance together. but the thing is....like the third time we danced we just stared into each others eyes for like 3 minutes, and we kissed each other. people keep tellin me she's just gonnna use me....but it was just the way she looked at me, adn the way i looked at her...i dont know. i was really upset at the beginning cuz i didnt hav no1 anymore, but then me and her started talkin.....it was the best nite of my life. i dont konw if i'll see her anytime soon, but i can't stop thinking about her. i miss her sooo much and....i think i love her...

yeah i guess im bord so yeah. i cant wait for skool to start. i miss u so much sarah......i cant wait to get to hold u again baby. im bord