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My heart is breaking
My hands are shaking
Im tired of faking
My smile is flaking
My eyes hurt from crying
Inside, my soul is dying
Its too big a strain for trying
To make it seem I’m smiling
Whilst inside im black
I want my old life back
Im sorry for the lack
I seem to have lost the knack
Left here to die
I sit here and cry
I can no longer try
But this is my life.

FORGOTTEN SIN

My heart bleeds for the FORGOTTEN SIN
Crying quicksilver blood and forever cursing
Red sheets once white stained with the sorrow of my scars
Your soul rests amongst the bleakest stars
Strumming the chords of integrities lies
I run away a thousand miles
The pulsing blaze of my heart beat frozen in place
Blasphemy and cruelty burning in strong flame
To heal the scars and pierce your heart with an arrow made of stone
To lament into the black void and carry you home
To my heart, bleeding for the forgotten sin
My weakness yearns for srongness new
I find this poisonous touch residing in you
And my hearts weeping heralds the solitude I crave so dear
The sensuality of the why am I here
And my heart bleeds for the forgotten sin
And the darkness calls to take me in
As I drift along in a sea of black
Caressing and whispering to take me back
Forgotten sin known once more
My aching betrayal so battered, my heart so sore
The forgotten sin so cruel yet so kind
The evil bestowed upon your crooked mind
I would still run away a thousand miles
But here inside me all the while
Forgotten Sin I crave to touch
Smiling eyes dead, I fall to its clutch



i've decided to post all of my poems so they'll all be up here. i'll put the title at the top in capitals for each poem.

my life is shit.
i feel so broken!
why do i feel like this?
i need someone to pick me up off my feet.
please help me...