I hate some aspects of school. Why the flip does my brother always get in trouble?! He talks back to the teachers and it's really annoying because then I always blame myself. And then I get depressed, great. I need to practice (music) but I don't want to. This stinks. I hate how I have such a normal life, and I know it's better than most, but I still feel depressed. Damn. What the flip is up with this. Can't wait for jazz band tomorrow. Dan's gonna be there. So good. I'm glad "goingunder" has Steve. This might just work out.
No it never does.
maria