[ritsuka.]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-01
Written: (6752 days ago)

I hope things turn out okay for Meg and Eryn, I really do... They will always be in my thoughts now, I worry for them and there safety.... seeing Eryn like this is torture...awful, I wish Meg could get on...I'll pray every night for the world to be nice to them for once....Ive never wanted something so much as I do now... =(

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Written about Tuesday 2006-02-14
Written: (6858 days ago)

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Thanks Holly [::HOLLY WOOD::]

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-29
Written: (6874 days ago)

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YAAAAAAA!!

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-29
Written: (6874 days ago)

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HAH HAH!
MY GOD!

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Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6881 days ago)

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hehehe so true!

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6886 days ago)

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LMFAO!

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Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6922 days ago)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside
Cause I can't breathe
No I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swollow me then spit me out
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No I don't cry on the outside
ANYMORE!

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am
Once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it
Can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

By Kelly Clarkson - Behind these Hazel Eyes!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

By Kelly Clarkson - Because of you! :'(

Both of them is how I feel About Eryn, I still love her... I dont want her to be in pain no more... she deserves so much better in her life....

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Written about Saturday 2005-12-10
Written: (6924 days ago)

www.darrenshan.com

New demon book soon! the demon theif! [TeejayTERROR.] is ovaaaaaaaaaaa ze moon! XD
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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-06
Written: (6928 days ago)

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*Drools* WOW!

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Written about Thursday 2005-12-01
Written: (6933 days ago)

EMO4
LIFE!!
ALL EMOS
R IN IT
2GETHA!!

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-22
Written: (6942 days ago)

Do you still love me?
Do you even care?
Would you care if i disappeared?
Would you know if i weren't there?
I love you.
You don't care.
You don't believe me.
You still aren't there.

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Written about Saturday 2005-11-19
Written: (6945 days ago)

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*Stares at the eye, dazed* I WANT EYES LIKE THAT!!! *Goes to by HIM contacts*.

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Written about Saturday 2005-11-19
Written: (6945 days ago)

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hmmmm....meh!

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Written about Saturday 2005-11-19
Written: (6945 days ago)

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woohoo! Ville Valo from HIM! with one of my most fav drinks, red bull! it gives you wings!

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Written about Saturday 2005-11-19
Written: (6945 days ago)

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You gotta love all of them lovely ladies! :P
Arwen is so beautiful... ♥.♥

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Written about Saturday 2005-11-19
Written: (6945 days ago)

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So true... This goes to Eryn [Wolfe In Chef's Clothing] love sucks...why bother...

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Written about Thursday 2005-11-17
Written: (6947 days ago)
Next in thread: 42577

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*Sighs*

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-15
Written: (6949 days ago)

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Hmmmmmmmm.......... Right then... Who would wanna be the king of pumpkins though... *thinks* ME!

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (6956 days ago)

XxX[In The Land Of Make Believe, They Don't Believe In Me]XxX

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Written about Tuesday 2005-11-08
Written: (6956 days ago)

I don't believe in love but I do believe in hate...


Shows what kind of a person I am...

Which is hard for me to say, because I feel odd around someone special, but I dont know if its love...or hate anymore... -.-
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