my ego has shot up times ten since i've been here...

not to be all conceited and shit but everyone just wants a piece of this asian ass. LMFAO ;P

i think i have a stalker...

Aiden- Knife Blood Nightmare

There is no real me
Only an entity
Something illusionary
And though i can hide my cold gaze
And you can shake my hand
And feel flesh gripping yours
And maybe you can even sense
That our lifestyles are probably comparable
I simply..am not..there


She said "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon,
'Cause you'll be lying dead from stab wounds to the neck and chest again.
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
(They found you covered up in blood, she's bleeding, she's bleeding.)
Gone, with the stitching in her heart left out,
A silhouette that just won't heal
And dying in your arms tonight.
(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Locked away.
I know it's all just a bad dream now.

So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.

(In my dreams, we die with this blood and this knife.)
Now! I know it's all just a bad dream now...
I say, "This is the last time that I will ever get to see your face alive."
(They found you covered up in blood, covered head to toe in blood.)
She said, "Live young and leave a wake of beauty."
That's all I ever could have asked, should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you when I get there soon
'Cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming...nightmares.

So now midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this.
Midnight's here, you're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream and
I can't seem to wake up from this nightmare.

so...i got a another msg saying i looked like some porn star.

UH NO

[I.AM]: narcissistic
[I.LOVE]: certain ppl
[I.HAVE]: cooties. lol j/k
[I.HATE]: liars
[I.MISS]: you
[I.WANT]: to be loved
[I.FEEL]: ignored
[I.WONDER]: how i'll survive
[I.SMELL]: like sex. j/k...i smell lovely
[I.LIKE]: pretty panties
[I.EAT]: flowers. just once
[I.SAY]: weird things
[I.THINK]: i'm a loser
[I.TRY]: too hard sometimes
[I.HUG]: everyone that hugs me first
[I.KISS]: ppl i love
[I.TALK]: too much when i'm excited
[I.CARE]: even if you don't know i do
[I.ASK]: my sister how i look all the time
[I.NEED]: love
[I.WISH]: i could stay happy
[I.FEAR]: loss and being alone
[I.HEAR]: voices
[I.CRAVE]: ice cream
[I.SEARCH]: for that special someone
[I.REGRET]: things but i would never go back to change them

For this Valentine's Day...

hehe i had to take a pic of it ... b/c it made me giggle

i kinda want one ;P

washing the eggs off of my truck from being egged playing car tag last weekend...

pumping my gas (lol)...


yeah, i think it's SWEET :)

yes YOU, JOEY. <3 =P

i'm NOT evil...i swear ;)

who knew twister could be so interesting? lol

you're so evil. you know that? =P

OMFG i looooooooooove you joey

me and my joey hung out for awhile ...before we had to go see chronicles of narnia. it was a pretty badass movie.

mags, erica, and alisha (i haven't seen erica in like 4 yrs) came over to my house around midnight and yeah... drinking and catching up on good times =)

i looooove you guys

there's something seriously wrong w/ me

...i CAN'T stop smiling

you can make-out w/ my belly button ...ANY day

LOL

so...apparently i got more attention and comments at the magic show than the magician. woohoo! my goal has now been accomplished =P

i'm going to joey's b-day party this weekend. it'll be super awesome!

halloween punk show was awesome. everyone loved my costume =) man i got connections w/ the bands. being asian rocks, getting things for free kicks major ass.
i didn't care too much for the bands really ...since i was w/ joey most of the time and wasn't listening. o.0
k-chan approves of him =P

hannah had a movie night tonight. funnelcake and mt. dew. wOot!!! it was just me, joey, glen, and hannah for the most part. alec, holly, adam, matt,and ricky were there for a few moments but had to leave. fun times man...

oh btw. we won powderpuff 22-0 or something like that. GO seniors!!!