i am bored,sum one help mew,theres nothing to do!

lost in my dark depressed world by ashley moses

my life has been full of lies
my heart has been torn to sherds
my life is depressing
it make me wana cry
its everything i dred
there is so much thats giving me reason to be stressing

im in a haze
lost in a world of my own
where no one else can go
i hope tthis is just some faze
just a nightmare reshown
we think what we dont know

life is just drifting by
i feel lost
i have heard many of my friends lie
to them life is just a dance

as time flys by they begin to wear out
as i sit in my little black room
i observe all
i see everyones cause to shout
i see agony and doom
i watch as they get up and fall
i observe their lifes lessons gone wrong
i can see their trueself behind their mask
i hear the wretched thing they call their song
its a horrible task
finally silence and a long pause

im in a daze
lost in this faze
i dont want to come back to reallity
because the truth is...theres no such thing in my eyes...

i need to be loved by someone who cares for me and who can make me feel better and can take care of me and hold me when im depressed and make me smile when im sad and someone that will wait for me to trust them and not try to change me and someone who wont take advantage ove me...i need someone who will alaways be there for me when i need them,and last of all i really need someone rite now...

well,im speachless for once...lol...um,i wish fate would be on my side for once,i think fate hates me,and i didnt do anything to it...i wanna go to a dark room that is small and comfortable,i wanna go ther and be alone were i can be alone and think about things going on and exscape from the world,i hate this place,i NEED someone to be there for me,some one i CAN trust,i NEED to talk to someone,but i dont want to talk to just anyone,i NEED to get away from here,running away from your problems doesnt solve them,and thats not what i want to do,i just want to be alone,yet for someone to be there for me...i NEED to feel loveds and be loved,i NEED someone who can be there for me when i NEED them,i NEED someone who i can easily talk to and who will listen and understand yet not exspess sympathy...i NEED alot...........i NEED some one who knows what i NEED....

why do people insist on talking shit?this guy [2cool4skool] messaged me for the first time and he started insulting and threatening me and i didnt do shit to him!why the hell did he start being an ass...he dont even know me!then i reported him to the guards and they wont do anything b/c i called him a dumbass for insulting me,so they said to block him,thats it...i figured that much!duh!ugh!this was the first time anynoe has ever harassed me on here or et,god!some people are just arrogant egotistical assholes!they all need to goin a corner and die!

omfg!!!!ugh!my sisters are driving me fucking crazy!!!and i wanna check my messages on elftown but it died..what ever the fuck that means!!r they redesigning it or what?!!im so fucking confused!!!i wanna get the fuck outta here!! why did i have 2 have sisters and why the fuck do they have to piss me off every minute?!!ugh!!!!!im sick of my parents complaining to me and talkin trash about the other to me in so sick of it,if they are so annoyed with eachother why dont they get a fucking divorce?!!then i can live with my mom and my sisters can live with my dad!!!then everything will b so much easier!!ugh!im so fucking close to grabing a knife and strangling them!!!ugh!!!!!i wanna slit theyre throats rite now,they r so fucking lucky i can control my anger other wise they wouldve been dead a long time ago!i hate them,theyre two faced bitches!i hate two faced people!ugh!!!sorry im in much need to vent so if u read this dont take me tooo serious,*cough cough*..........ashley! :(:???