duuuuude, holy crap.

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something i'm working on.
it'll get better...
i promise....

just like julius cesar's roman empire
and just like the bricks in the berlin wall
it never ceases and never seems to tire
when everything falls

relationships that last for years
and trees that stand 20 feet tall
may be degraded over a couple beers
and then everything falls

"everything falls"
-n.k.p.

so, the ex messaged me. the x is indeed the ex.





x: Hey Nick?
that greasyhippy: hey
x: Hey...I...
x: I wrote you something.
x: But I never had the nerve to show it to you before..
x: So..Here..
x: Once upon a time
I remember when there was us
But look at what I’ve done
I’ve shattered your trust


They say that he who is without sin
Should throw the first stone
But it really makes me wonder
Why I have no broken bones


My words might sound empty
But I swear I speak the truth
When I tell you I’m sorry
I should have shown more couth


I didn’t mean for it to happen
Some things just aren’t planned
I never meant to hurt you
You deserve better than what I am


that greasyhippy: oh.... my.... god... thats the most beautiful thing anyone's ever written me...
x: I was crying when I wrote it..
x: God, Nick. I'm so fucking sorry..
that greasyhippy: it's okay.. to err is human.






now i feel horrible.

soooo... yep.

i got one of these now.

and this week is Fear and Loathing with caffeine!
w007 w007!

preparing for the weekend.

cause i'm goin over to shawns i believe.