wow
i havent written in here inawhile
so...things are going bad as usual
moms strugglnig with bills
bro is to much of a bitch to help
I cant find a job
and my mosm friend that she let stay here...I dont feel comfortable around him anymore,I have a very strong vibe that he likes me more than a friend now I feel scared an dparanoid that he might try something when we're alone again...I don't know what to do..I feel REALLY alone...

somtimes guys are idiots
my bf broke up with me yesterday over
myspace hmmm....what a man he is

yeah I cried and all that crap
but now I don't care ^_^
IM A BITCH IM A LOVER
IM A CHILD

ERRR
IM NOT A MOTHER O.O

a guy made me cry today

so I did the next best thing

Sorry I havent been on people
my comp was shit
so my mom just got me a new one
it's dell it's sort of fast :/
but I MISSED YOU GUYS!!!!!!
right now Im just trying to break it in and sturff

<3

I thought I meant something to you...
         
         You said you loved me...


That was a lie...

         I wanted to be with you...

But that will...

         Never happen....

I feel like shit today
my stomach hurts
my head hurts
Im in a morbid mood

fuck it all...

I've got a SHITLOAD of friends
WTF do you have?....

oh my gosh
I feel happy as hell today
I don't know what it is ^^
It's weird

Thats it for now wheee!^^
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

my stomach is killing me o.o

The hurt,pain and depression has come back
I read your emails,your letters,your notes,......
it's all come back...I miss it...
we spoke of visiting japan together...getting married
the happiest time in my life...was when I was with you..
that time is gone...and the pain swells inside my heart...
I wish it was how it used to be....
the emotion makes it hard to speak
hard to swallow
and hard to listen
....it hurts....

I sit here and cry and cry..
but it'll never be the same...
You were my first true love....

Like oh my od...
I have a boyfriend

lets see if you believe me XP

ever had that feeling
when you see someone you loved with another person
you feel that jealousy and a funny sadness come over you? I feel it all the time hmm maybe it's just me
it's spring time the season of love...and I don't have one *sighs* life will never grant me love ever again..and it saddens me...

[Plain and simple] said I was BONERIFFIC
teehee

The only thing my lips will kiss



Is a gun...

Heres my Cell phone #
so you dont have to ask

254-447-7810

Jeebus
I passed the science taks
and what amazes me is that I had no help!!
I didnt study or go to tutorials
ohh nothing can ruin my day Im so frickin happy!!!!!

Your

POOP