feeling lost and alone....
where do I go?
what do I do?
what do I say to you?
what an amazing life,
not
what a family,
not
all of these years of pain,
look what you did to me....
too many times you've hurt me
all you do is put me down
well I've taken too much now
too much to carry on
just one more pill
and I'll be
gone.............

too many times you've tried to rip a hole into our friendship.
this is how it's been,
how it always will be.
You think you're above me,
now I need to end this.

four words to choke upon;

LOOK AT ME NOW!