I do...&& I was yur baby.
I miss you Christopher Steven-Patrick Wilder. And I Love YOU.
I need YOU.
I want YOU.
Remember When...
* You loved me?
* We were happy?
* I was there?
* You were here?
* I was YOURS?
* & you were MINE?
* We got stopped by cops? Lol.
* We made love for the first time?
* We saw eachother our 1st date?
* You made that face that made me blush?
* WE planned our life?
* We had those stupid fights?
* We almost killed people cuz we were dying to be together again?
* Your mom met me and we kicked it off immediately? I<3her haha.
* I said. Forever?
* You said it too?
* Those 3 words made us into one?
I remember. And it's not gone. I love you. What have i done wrong. I'm lost without you. I'm not whole. My other half is temperarily missing. And I need you. I can't move on. I won't. I know you still love me. Even if you can't or won't say. She is a lucky girl. But is she REALLY gona be there to stay?
You helped me through. And i helped you too. You make life better. You make me happy. You are the one i chose those months ago. And i haven't changed my mind since. Yes, we've lost contact. But the distance the time. Its only made me love you more.
Please don't give up on me. Please don't make me cry. I'm begging you from the bottom of my heart, Don't let me go. You're the answer to my prayers. My angel who watches me rest. The one who i love the most. The one i have only loved at best.
You are all i need in this crazy forsaken world to get through. You are what i need. And baby... I love you.
Please one chance. One day. Another romance with you. One where you will FOREVER stay. I gave you my heart and soul. And i don't need it back. In my heart i know. There's an US that is for sure to be. I'll do anything and you know it's true. I would die for you.
"When i see your smile, tears run down my face i can't replace.
But now that im strong i have figured out.
How the world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
And i know i'll find deep inside me I can be THE ONE.
I will NEVER let you fall...
Ill stand up with you FOREVER.
Ill be there for you through it ALL
Even if saving you Sends me to heaven"
"...Cuz you're my...My true love, my WHOLE heart, PLEASE dont throw that away. Cuz im here for you. PLEASE dont walk away and Please tell me youll STAY... Use me as you will. Pull my strings just for a thrill, And i know ill be ok when my skies are turning gray..."
I love you Chris. And i guess giving up is my best option. Goodbye.