chibashiru ryougan kakushi kodoku wa nomikomu hitsuyou ni semaru koe wa
magure mo naku hoshigaru kimi no kotoba de hitsuyou to sareru yorokobi ni
ore wa honnou sukoshi tsume wo kamu
naiteru tekubi kakushi nagareru MIRUKU ni shitsuyou ni damaru neko wa
hoshiku mo nai koboreta MIRUKU ga ki ni naru sore ga ai na no ka? ayamachi na no ka?
ore wa honnou sukoshi kimi wo miru
yureteiru shikai utsusu genjitsu wa jissai de shitsuyou ni tamesu kimi wa
doui ga nai ore ni hara wo tateru jibun wo ushinatteiru kimi ni
ore wa mou ichido koi wo suru
furerarenai furesasenai
blind sorrow
kimi wa matsu koto ga nigate darou? dakara nakazu ni oyasumi
ore wa nani wo motometeiru no? kirei da toka nani da toka ieba nemureru no ka?
madobe ni oita hana wo miteiru mabataki mo sezu tada tada
nai mono nedari haramu kibou kikoenai no wa kono ko no...
kura kura kurai kurai kowai mukashibanashi demo nadameyou
nakimane jouzu na ore wa mata MIRUKU to emi wo koboshite umarenai koto jijitsu wo ataeru
Don't do an excessive thing
So I want you for me to die
Hide your bloodveined eyes Swallow your loneliness The voices pressures to
Your words that ask for me The joy of being needed
I bite my nails just a little
Hide your crying wrists The spilling milk The persistant cat becomes silent
You don't want it but can't take your eyes off of the spilled milk
Is that love? Mistake?
I look at you just a little
I picture the swaying vision Of the reality being real You test me persistantly
You get angry when I don't agree You lose yourself
And I fall in love with you once again
Can't be touched Won't be touched
blind sorrow
I know it's hard for you to wait for me, so don't cry, go ahead and sleep
What do you want from me? If I say to you that you look beautiful, will you be able to sleep?
You stare at the flower by the window, without even blinking
You want what you can't have, You wish to be pregnant But the only thing you can't bear is this child's . . .
It's so dark and dark and dreadful Let's calm down with an old tale
I am good at pretending to cry So I spill the milk and I yell her the truth about not being pregnant