uchiakerarenai dare mo shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo
hora subete mienai sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo kareru
uchiakerarenai koto wa watashi no yowasa watashi no kako
eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga kiete yuku to
arifureta kotae wa ikiru koto hakushi ni modoshite umarekawaru
kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kowarete yuku
namida wo koroshite warau hibi yo
kokoro ga shimeshita shinjiru imi no nasa wo
watashi wo koroshita gizenbito yo
kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kuzureochiru
namida wo koroshite sakebu hibi yo
kokoro ga nokoshita shinjiru imi no tsuyosa wo
watashi wo koroshita watashi kokoro
I can't confide in anyone,
I can't trust any of them,
Don't you see, you can't see it all
Without the light shining upon me,
Even now, I'm wilting.
What I can't reveal
Is my weakness, my past
There's something to gain but
No doubt, the kindness I hold fast to
Will go away.
The simple answer is to live,
Go back to the drawing board,
And try again in the next life.
The heart shuts itself
Still now falling apart.
Days I laughed
Holding back the tears.
The heart showed me there was no reason to believe.
The hypocrite who killed me.
The heart shuts itself
Still now crumbling apart
Days I screamed,
Holding back the tears
The heart left me the strength to believe there's a reason
It was my very own heart that killed me.