Too Easy
Family,
People who think they know you
When really they
Are the ones who don't
The ones who know
You have a problem
But don't see
They're the ones
Causing it
They push you
To the point of breaking
Never seeing that
They are pushing
So far
That you are about to tumble
Over the edge
One could just as easily swich positions
and push them over instead
It is possible that you can feel
Too defeated
Too put down and
Stomped on
To accomplish what may seem
But too easy
Is that the right thing to do
After all, they
Don't even see that
They are pushing you
To begin with
Would it be wrong
To push them over
Oh, it seems way
Too easy
Your Regret
You keep screaming at me
I begin to look away
Away from the pain you see
It's devouring the decay inside
Why don't you stop
Do you like what it causes
The anger is going to pop
Can't we just put this on pause today
I've had enough
You're going to regret this
Do you have to be so rough
I'm ending this now
You keep screaming at me
I begin to look away (away from you)
Away from the pain you see
It's devouring the decay inside (rotting within)
Why must you do this to me
I can't take it anymore
I will be set free
Free from your grasp, I'll soar again
I'll make you regret
All those times you hurt me
I'll do it so you never forget
The scars you made me inflict
You keep screaming at me (screaming at me)
I begin to look away
Away from the pain you see (one last time)
It's devouring the decay inside
I'll make you regret
The scars you made me inflict
All those times you hurt me
I'll do it so you never forget
I'll make you regret
Broken Places
It's a broken system,
A broken place,
Full of broken people with
Broken hopes,
Broken dreams.
Everyones hurting,
Everyone's dying,
Little by little
Each day
You seem to
Slip away.
All seems lost here,
A lost that can't be found.
What happened to
The old days,
When everything and everyone
Was happy,
Sunny,
And loving life.
(What happened?
What happened to my life?)
Another jumped off
The third floor,
Wanting to end it all,
One of many
Who give up
Without saying goodbye
One final time.
It's a broken system,
A broken place
Full of broken people with
Broken hopes,
Broken dreams.
Everyones hurting,
Everyones dying,
Little by little
Each day
You seem to
Slip away.
All seems lost here,
A lost that can't be found.
What happened to
The old days
When everything & everyone
Was good,
We didn't have a
Care in the world.
(What happened?
What happened to my life?)
What happened to the lives we use to lead?
(What happened?)
How did we end up in this broken place?
(What happened to my life?)
The Strand of Hope and
Message Written upon the Heart
Lost in a black darkness, filled with hate and
regret; I'm falling into that black hole within my
heart. It loved so strongly for those close and dear, but
forgotton somewhere it ached in suppressed feelings and
emotions inside. Now, searching for that thin strand of
hope I held once before, I am living on the edge of
life. Trying to remember the good times at this present
time never felt so intense with questions and instability.
In time, like how many things happen, this will pass
and all will be well again. How long this will take, I
do not know...
Life
11/16/2005
It’s like a blade to my wrist,
Like a gun to my head,
Like a knife to my chest,
Like a rope to my neck,
Like poison to my body,
Waiting for that one
Moment I slip;
The blade,
The trigger,
The knife,
My balance,
My grip.
It hurts so much
Driving even
The most sane
Down to their knees.
Falling into the
Unknown darkness,
Destined, as fate.
Will the stress overcome me
And bubble over
Into a rage of hate
Caused by suppressed depression
And sadness?
This isn’t only me
It’s hurting, I know.
Can’t you see
What’s going on.
Everyone’s going,
It’s how you get there,
That’s the thing.
Don’t follow me though
If I leave you.
I may be lonely,
But I’ll feel worse
Knowing you
Could have made it
And didn’t because of me.
All because of me
I’m sorry
To have to say it this way.
But, love is what I need now.
Caring and sympathy
Doesn’t cure everything
I hope
This helps you
see it my way.
I just can’t live
Very much longer
In this cold cruel, hateful word
It’s driven down by society.
And society is so blinded,
In greed and self-pity,
By their ways
That they can’t even see
What is ripping them apart.
What is rotting and eating away
Inside of me.
What will eventually be the death
Of those who are weaker
Than the average
Cold-hard citizen,
Those with heart to hurt.
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