This is a wiki of my poems! Comment if you would like, or don't if you wouldn't.
Oh, but don't be a jerk. Some of them are very old, but I keep them up here anyways. And they go along with my moods, ya know? So…yes, some of them are a bit angst-y, but…gimme a break. Thanks! ^_^
Oh! And also, sometimes there might be a little note right after the title of a poem, that's just something that I put in there, a little fact or something of the sort.
Decisions, Decisions
The writer notes: This is the only poem that'll be all colorful and done up like this, because it is the oldest one that I haven't thrown away, and I think it's pretty good, myself.
Decisions , Decisions and a truth full of ♥lies♥,
L.i.f.e is forgotten, dead, and gone from your eyes
[How|can|you|fly] from Hell if the wind isn't blowing?
You were broken beaten from the start, and yet you're still going
♥Broken|| and ||faithless♥, your life's sad [♫song♫]
Repeating the chorus; past, present, and all that goes wrong
_~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~_
Stuck behind ☺the mask☺ that is your last d|i|s|g|u|i|s|e
All along [never seeing] it would be your very...(first)...d-e-m-i-s-e
Who's the victim today?
Another day alone
Emptiness surrounds me
Whispers haunt me
And there's no where to hide
Knowing that when you're here
Things are just so much worse
Because I know the extent of your anger
And I'm
damn scared
You come home
Suddenly hate surrounds me
Your words cut me
And there's no where to hide
Knowing that since you're here
Things can get so much worse
Because I feel the extend of your anger
And I'm
damn scared
You turn your back
Vengeance surrounds me
The silence heals me
And there's no where for you to hide
Knowing that when you're gone
Things will be so much better
And if you knew the extent of my anger
You'd be
damn scared
You fall down
Blood pools around me
You turn for my help
But there's none for me to give
And now you know the extent of my anger
And you're
damn scared
There you go again
This time, never to return
And I'm not alone anymore
And I'm not scared
I live in a room that has no doors…
I live in a room that has no doors
No ceiling, walls, windows, or floors
It is my prison, my lonely glass cell
And since I live here, it is my Hell
No lakes, no shores, no sky or air
Yet I reside here, year after year
I see nothing and feel even less
Does anyone know where I exist?
This is my prison, this is true,
But everyone has one, even you…
A wicked place, filled with holes
Nowhere to go, lose your soul
Eyes wide open, stabbed blind
Over and over in all these lies,
Around and around a place unknown
Hoping to find somewhere,
A small place to call home…
Silently screaming,
Quietly bleeding,
Never finding, only leaving
Where are you going,
Where do you stay?
When you find yourself lost,
At the end of every day
You know nothing around you,
You care about nobody more
You feel the ground shake,
A terrible roar…
And then I awaken,
Forget all that I've forgotten
I've been lost for so long,
And I never even knew I was gone
The prison that I've left behind…
Turns out, it was only my own mind.
The Loser Who Flew
The writer notes: I wrote this one for my creative writing class, actually. He gave us the subject of 'Losers' and literally, that was it. So…here's what I came up with.
In kindergarten
She couldn't spell her name right
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In first grade
She couldn't count to one hundred
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In second grade
She couldn't quite color inside the lines
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In third grade
She couldn't jump rope as good as the others
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In fourth, fifth, and sixth grade
She was the slowest runner in her grade
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In seventh and eight grade
When she did her best, she still failed
Even though she tried,
She was the Loser
In her first year of high school
She couldn't be perfect
And though she still tried,
She was the Loser
In her last year of high school
She did something spectacular;
the Loser flew
Right off of the tallest building in town
Unnamed Pain
The writer notes: I didn't actually have a name for the poem until I posted it on this wiki, and it's been years since I wrote it. Anyways, I named it 'unnamed pain' because I don't remember why I wrote it, or what pain I was actually feeling; and therefore, it can stand for any type of pain…pain, 'unnamed'.
Some things are worth saving
Some things just aren't
When the world is at your fingertips
Everything seems so damn hard
Wish it wasn't like this
I don't have much of a choice
Through all your screaming
I finally found my true voice
With the weight of the world
Throwing itself at my door
Sometimes the bodies
Just have to hit the floor
One by one they fall down dead
Painting the walls, staining them red
Tread carefully, dear
Turn around slowly
Hold your every breath
Keep the screams in your head
Take even count of your steps
And go back the way you came
This will be your last day
Your last chance to keep sane
Watch and see
The writer notes: this was originally a song, but since I have little (no) musical talent, I call it a poem, instead.
Watch and see how to days go by
Nothing is real when the scars on your arms
Are the only record of time
This is the last stand, your last chance
And then it’s not just days but years that pass
Wake up one day and see that you’ve wasted it all
Well, until then, I’m gonna live like
I don’t see anything wrong
Nothing’s wrong with me,
Why wont you just leave me…alone
Never take a chance and you wont be hurt,
And you’ll never feel nothing at all, so be it
I’ve made my mark,
Even if it’s on my own goddamned skin
If it’s time to leave this world tonight
I’ll pray for you and this whole fucking world
And I’ll scream my own name as the gun goes off
Knowing that it’ll be the last damn thing
You’ll never have to hear
And then it’s not just years that pass but your faith
Wake up one day and see
That you’ve got nothing at all
Well, until then, I’m gonna live like
I don’t see anything wrong
Nothing’s wrong with me,
Why don’t you just let me die…alone
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