シビレを切らしてる  僕はマゾの血をひき  サドの君を待つ
出来れば  毒のbaiserで
悲嘆故に美徳見えず  君は最後のMOTHERで
記憶埋めて気付かれぬように  最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも  犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者  焼き付けて

嫌がる僕を見て  強くそして優しく無理矢理の決断
決して君には言えない
皮のキシム音が痛い  傷を深めてゆこう
嫉妬深い君は  いつでも冷血なの？
幼い頃の虐待がね  今でも忘れずにいたい
何故MOTHERはいないの  教えてよ

いつかはやさしさに気付いて  聖母なる 「ゆりかご」 の中で

悲痛故に前が見えず  僕の最後のMOTHERで
せめて君に気付かれぬように  最初のMOTHER
時計は左回りでも  犯した罪は変えれず
最初で最後の理解者  壊した

僕には優し過ぎたのかなあ？  昔のトラウマを映し
最後の君まで壊した僕はサド？

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shibire wo kirashiteru boku wa mado no chi wo hiki sado no kimi wo matsu
dekireba doku no baiser de
hitan yue ni bitoku miezu kimi wa saigo no mama de
kioku umete kizukarenu you ni saigo no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha yakitsukete

iyagaru boku wo mite tsuyoku soshite yasashiku muriyari no tetsudan
keshite kimi ni wa ienai
kawa no kishimu oto ga itai kizu wo fukamete yukou
shittobukai kimi wa itsudemo reiketsu na no?
osanai koro no gyakutai ga ne ima demo wasurezu ni itai
naze mama wa inai no oshiete yo

itsu ka wa yasashisa ni kizuite haha naru "yurikago" no naka de

hitsuu yue ni mae ga miezu boku no saigo no mama de
semete kimi ni kizukarenu you ni saisho no mama
tokei wa hidarimawari demo okashita tsumi wa kaereru
saisho de saigo no rikaisha kowashita

boku ni wa yasashisugita no ka naa? mukashi no torauma wo utsushi
saigo no kimi made kowashita boku wa sado?

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I'm growing impatient, drawing the blood of the masochist, I wait for you, the sadist.
If it's possible, with a poison kiss . . .
Unable to see virtue in the meaning of my sorrow, in you the last mother,
I bury the memory so that you can not notice first mother.
Even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed,
In the beginning I imprint the final sympathizer.

Look at the me being unwilling, fiercely and then gently, a forced decision
Which I can't say I've made to you.

The sound of creaking leather hurts, the wounds go deep.
Deeply jealous will you always be this cold blooded?
Even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my youth.
Why don't I have a mother ? Tell me.

Someday I'll notice the kindness
In the "crib" that became my patron mother.

Before I couldn't see the reason for my bitterness, in my final mother
So that at least you don't notice first mother.
Even if the clock spins to the left, sins committed can't be changed
In the beginning the last sympathizer was destroyed.
I wonder if you are too gentle to me ? relfecting a trauma from long ago
Am I who destroys to the last you a sadist?

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